Well I have to say this thing with mom being in the hospital is definitely the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. I would be lying if I said I’ve had a hard life. I’ve had it easy all the issues I’ve had have been mostly my own fault til now.
Im finding it very difficult to deal with my emotions and even more difficult to express them when I figure out what they are. I’ve also noticed that I am pushing people away because I don’t know how to feel.
I am learning a lot about myself and a lot about my emotions but I would be lying if I said it has been easy. I guess life isn’t meant to be easy or it wouldn’t be much fun.